Beautiful Devotion

"It is not length of life, but depth of life." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

2011-10-10T10:29:00.002+08:00

How should I put it? My stress level is high, my body clock is totally screwed, my expenditure had gone way up but I am enjoying myself. So this is my life during intensive period for term four. Some things in life are better now which I am grateful for. Afterall, its also about adapting to what is happening.

All I need now is lots of prayer and luck to get a good news and it would be a nice birthday news for my mum. Just a simple reward I would like at the end of everything and that is to make my parents proud after raising me for 19 years now. All of us have dreams and wishes, just don't wait for it to be fulfiled but instead, fulfil it yourself to your best ability.

Syawal 2011

2011-08-30T10:29:00.001+08:00

Salam Aidil-Fitri :)

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Contented

2011-08-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

For the past months of unfortunate events coming from different people, I am glad that my Ramadhan month was better (personally) for me. Other than all the crying and anger that I need to really be patience with almost every week, it had been a testing indeed.

Though I know that expected things happened and I should be feeling great about it like what I thought I would, but I was feeling down instead. Oh well, grooming a group of kids up for a year- I would always expect the best and not worst but then again, personal expectation is different. Imagine worrying it for almost everyday and you just need someone to keep you calm - this is not easy. Thankful I am to have such wonderful friends around me :)

It's exams fever now. Dates with the books/notes is nothing new, I should be loving it to make my study time much more productive. On the brighter note, I am looking forward to all the dinner, coffee dates and catching up sessions almost every evening. This is going to be exciting, hopefully! All I need now is a good time management.

Numb yet?

2011-07-25T23:29:00.009+08:00

Wondering, are my laughter and smile just another pretension acts? As much as I want to tell myself it's not, I am very sure it is- though I am not sure when it will last. I should think of much more positive things but what for when I am just lying to myself to avoid reality. I don't deny to the fact that I am still hurt and the pain in me is still excruciating. Let's deal with the present, reflect on the past and don't think too much of the future.

Gastric had been acting up unpredictably ever since food had not been something on my top to-do-list: it used to be. I am not stubborn. Even check-ups seems like a trouble. With studies and performance, distraction from thoughts is still ain't enough. I had only been filling myself with ample of water. Then again, I'll repeat- who cares?

At this moment, I am not numb yet when I thought I am.

adventure

2011-06-24T22:29:00.004+08:00

On 17 August 2011, I would feel lost.

Because we will not be performing together anymore. It's just me and Syahirah this time round. I'm miss every single one of them.

it's just me

2011-06-22T07:29:00.002+08:00

It's exciting to know that changes does not equate to something good, it can lead to negativity instead of positivity. Plus, whatever you wish or even thought might not turn out what you want it to be. Partly, I was being too ambitious, caught up with myself that I forgot about reality.

It was something that I went through and I took everything personally. Then again, I wish I had told this one amazing person in my life. So whatever I am going through now, it is more of forgetting hatred and bringing it back the love. I'm changing to the person I really am, not to impress others but to be myself again. Hopefully you'll see the used-to-be me again cause I am full of regrets.

#I know you will be the one who understand the most, oh I wish I could talk to you about it.

somewhere only we know

2011-06-02T22:29:00.005+08:00

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
To get it right

- Lea Michele (Rachel Berry) Glee "Get It Right"

Let's start relating lyrics to life, it does somehow makes sense.
It would also be the time when it will start triggering thoughts that leads to memories.

this moment

2011-05-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

I might know what's going to happen after this but I want to find out.

It takes strength and courage. Mostly, time.

"Thank you for being strong, Ili." -Mr Tan Ee Wah

Merry Christmas 2010 :)

2010-12-25T10:29:00.019+08:00

Today is 25 December and so, Merry Christmas everyone!

I hope that everyone have a wonderful celebration with your love ones. It a festive season where I am sure many awaits for this day to enjoy dinners and unwrapping presents. All I hope that someday I will be able to go somewhere where Christmas is really celebrated through its traditional ways and I would love to enjoy it to know what Christmas is all about to these people.

As for now, all people will be asking is "What I want for Christmas?"
However, I know I don't celebrate Christmas but I am still like everyone else who will wish for something right. Yes my answer has always been wanting my love ones with me in one way or another even though they are not by my side particularly today and not forgetting that I wish for a better year, 2011.

Will be spending the day later with the family and I can't make it to join in boyfriend's family BBQ at East Coast Park which I love to eat more BBQ stuffs since I didn't eat much during the previous chalet (BBQ food is nice!) :(

After this, there will be a post everyday as I would be posting some personal message to appreciate those people in my life this year and how much I still need their utmost support to make it through next year. I know that many people had been there supporting me and make me feel strong to get ready for next year.

And boyfriend, for the enjoyable (however short it is) dates that you took time of from your busy time- thank you for spending your time with me. It is much appreciated and I am looking for more adventures with you! All that makes up to a wonderful Christmas, knowing that you always be there by my side. Thank you Ahmad Samir <3 You are still the amazing thing that happen to my life!

Enjoy this festive season! xD

AGM, Farewell Party 2010

2010-12-14T10:29:00.004+08:00

From the day since I last post, all I was busy with is preparing for an annual event that happened in AKE besides all the secret and short meet-ups with boyfriend.

This year annual event was held at a chalet that we spent a total of 3 days at Costa Sands Resort, Pasir Ris with impromptu activities. At the end of the 3 days (6-8Dec), we knew some good things and some bad ones. Oh well, let's wait for next year overseas trip (hopefully!) and see what's more to come.

I don't have any pictures on what happened on second and third day because I don't have my own camera and pictures only from the photographers of the day which is Yii Mei and Afiqah. Thank you girls! Along the way there's a mixtures of all party/event going on as the plan was a bit corrupted but all went fine and I hope everyone had fun! It was another memorable day too as yes I officially received the Chairperson post alongside with Izzuddin and till today, I still fear for next year.

Farewell Party 2010 was basically to show appreciation to the year 3s that had guide and helped us along the way. It was surely that they had did it with getting through all the performance and of course, SYF 2009 with Gold. You know there's things in life that you can't really say thank you cause it's just much more than a mere thanks- yes I believe this is one of it. Like they seen us grow and they had been there with us all along, it wasn't easy and at times, we hope that they are right there in the same room with us every time during practices. However, I am sure that they had dedicated their time for AKE and all the sacrifices made. Farewell Year 3s, may we see each other someday again :)

Our Annual General Meeting (AGM) were also held at the same time and this is where I believe that wishes and dreams can come true but it's all not about the wishing. It's also the hard work and believe. Thank you for this moment, Year 3s!

Okay at the same time too, people are getting older like this group of December babies happily cutting the cake. I am sure we all love birthday right? Even though we know the fact that we are getting older and not younger! Hahaha oh well, Happy Birthday December Babies! May you be filled with happiness ;D

This is the finale where everyone was watching a video of pictures collage made by the year 1s (the planners) and they did a great job! I am sure proud and mostly, they bond I hope. Plus, a picture of the year 3s with Ms Alicia with their gifts of messages.

Who doesn't love gathering and parties? I sure enjoyed myself even when I need to face some unnecessary events and companies are great! I'm looking forward for more ;)

2010-11-22T22:29:00.022+08:00

Happy Nineteen Birthday, Ahmad Samir <3

May you filled with happiness and I'm still looking forward to more birthday with you (till you're old)! I love you, Birthday boy :)

2010-11-11T22:29:00.006+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAY TO BE DONE AND I WILL WANT TO FILL EVERYTHING WITH LOVES :)

Pardon me.

2010-11-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

I'm writing this post out of the weird feeling I am having which also equate that it is not a good time to blog. I don't mean to hurt anyone so pardon me like what my title is saying.

I was hoping that something good will happen but it didn't till now. I know that holidays are in even though exams are not over but I should realize that I still deserved a proper break after what I had been through this year. Nothing is going my way and nothing is. I've planned so many things to do during holidays besides all the madness revision, only to realize that I need to do all by myself if no one is free.

Now, what I feared most is the difference that will break everything apart. Thus, I shall conclude that I am not ready about anything. The feeling is weird, all I blame is myself. I wanted a happy ending but it doesn't seems to be happening. I'm earning my way to get what I want, but it's hard. Something pulling me back and it's like I don't deserved anything.

Plus, I'm distracted with my body. I get it, I'm fat and I weigh 8965712350931625kilograms! I used to not care, I love whatever I was wearing and just accepted the difference I had in me. Nothing seems to bother. But it changed in a split seconds and that's fast! I never want to feel this way, like never but I am now, currently. I wish I can lose weigh as fast as I gain some. Nevertheless, it's impossible- like really. I used to not being hurt with some indirect fat jokes people will say but now I will be badly affected. Even though I will forget it soon after.

Everything sums up: I want to do all the things I've planned. I don't want any difference to break anything apart. I want to eat comfortably again, that's all and not looking fat like now. I want to drop two size down before my birthday. Help? ):

What's happening?

2010-10-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

It's the intensive term where only H1 subjects are focused and drill on in which my case involves Malay, Geography and Project Work. A'Levels is only in a month time! Believe it or not?

What I did after Promotional Examination was basically catching up with the boyfriend, went 'jalan raya' with 09S5 and cousin's wedding. I shall stop procrastinating and get all the photos from sister then get a few posts up. Besides that, I still busy with all school stuffs that I can't even have time to meet Bestfriend (Rasyidah) and yes, I miss her so badly x295648296352965916156 times. )))):

I have yet to do a list of revision and things I want to buy/do and whatnots. I have a long list and I'm still thinking to post it or just keep it to myself. Hehe. Still not included all the admins stuffs for AKE as usual and prepare for a committee meeting before CCA resumes.

P/S: I had been reading Gossip Girl novel as part of my relax-my-brain-from-school-stuffs time and I was hoping to finish up the series by year end. ;)

Charlie St. Cloud

2010-09-18T16:10:00.068+08:00

LIVE. LOVE. LET GO.

I can't imagine if someday someone ask me this:

"Who would you choose- your sister, brother or the boy you love?"

I don't have the answer now nor any likely situation is happening to me right now. Let's the answer be anonymous cause I'm sure I will take a lifetime to figure out and even if I decide it now, someday I will regret the decision I made. It's never easy when you get a question like this and it going to be linked with your life.

But "Who would I like Charlie St. Cloud (Zac Efron) to choose - his brother or the girl he likes? And why?"

His little brother, Sam.

Not because you can find other love but it's because that you can't trade a love of a family with anything else. Imagine yourself in a situation where you only get this one in a lifetime experience to either appreciate it or regret it. Charlie St. Cloud only had that period of time to fulfill the promise that he made four years earlier. It would be must more easier for him to let go of his past by fulfilling that promise he made rather than living in regret later on. His brother, Sam only have Charlie to talk to and he is the only person that can sees him. If not for Charlie, who else?

A love might be hard to find but if that girl (Tess) really love him, she should support him and understand him. That's relationship, I believe. Granted, both parties believe the same thing too. It's all about accepting, understanding and supporting. Things in life might not go the way we want, there's challenge to overcome and decision to make.

The much anticipated movie is showing in Singapore soon! Wait for it :)

It would be such a nice movie to celebrate my anniversary with boyfriend, Samir <3

Catch the glimpse of what this movie has to offer by watching the trailer first! ;D

"Catch Zac Efron in his new romantic movie Charlie St. Cloud,
opening in cinemas September 30!"

Official Website :: Facebook

Syawal 2010

2010-09-10T22:29:00.013+08:00

Salam Aidil-Fitri :)

On Hiatus!

2010-09-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

I'll be preparing for Hari Raya with much more concern on Promotional Examination II.
I'll be away and I'm hoping to came back to spend time giving this blog a complete makeover with some other unexpected plans! <3

SYF Presentation II 2010

2010-08-18T22:00:00.011+08:00

It is not the first time but the feelings tells us it is. A much anticipated day after months and months of preparation. I remembered early of this year when we were told to be prepared for this performance in August but I didn't realize that it's going to pass by so fast that today came. There's things that I feared today will happen and it did.

An experience my ensemble and I had today were that it's the first ever time we prepare from morning to afternoon to night for rehearsal after rehearsal after rehearsal where briefing was slot in the middle before the performance finally came! It wasn't an easy day ahead.

It's tiring but we manage to get through the day happily and satisfied with what we had delivered. So, thank you MIAKE-ians for the great effort :) Although I understand that some things happened, I hope people understands how much effort Izzuddin and myself are putting in effort to make all performance an unforgettable one, practices an enjoyable one plus understanding each and every one of you.

Every time we have an event out, it adds into an experience of a lifetime. Oh did I mention that I collected a certificate on behalf of Millennia Institute Angklung Kulintang Ensemble? Yes yes, I did. I was so proud plus principle was there! We finally had our recognition.

Don't forget, my boyfriend is super cute cause he went to rush over too La-Salle to catch my performance but he came slightly late so he missed it along with our two other friends. Plus, he gave me a nice tight hug (when he bum into me) after that much dreadful day which I appreciate him coming over <3

Selamat Berpuasa! :)

2010-08-11T22:29:00.003+08:00

After looking at my timetable, I realise that I might not be able to reach home on time to break fast while some of the days, I might be in school. I realise that as we grow up, we don't really be together eating as family. As for me, all I look forward to is this month where I know that I can spend the time more eating with my family. :) As much as I will enjoy this month, I hope everyone of you too will appreciate your love ones. ;D

NDP 2010 Live Your Dreams Fly Our Flag

2010-08-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

Happy 45th, Singapore! :)

I'm sure you have grown wiser each year. Imagine if we were all still in the state that it is before independent day, things would be different then. On how much we have developed, let see how much effort is being put that Singapore manage to host the Inaugural Youth Olympics Games 2010 for the first time it is happening. It's next week, who can't wait? At times I do hate things that is happening like too much foreign talents, etc but looking at the bright side of other things such as security, healthcare that I get to enjoy and after all, it ain't that bad. I want to watch the parade, fireworks live next year plus book a hotel so I don't need to squeeze through the packed train after the show ended. ;D

2010-08-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary, Birth Parents :)

even though I don't know how long it will last.

“Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm.”

2010-07-31T14:00:00.002+08:00

Just yesterday morning right after Meet-the-Parents session, I had AKE practice as usual for Friday except that it was in the morning as it would be a final rehearse before our performance on Wednesday at Singapore Press Holdings(SPH). After much rehearsals and packing of instruments, practice officially ends at about 130pm. As I settle down aside (cause my BASS is already packed and I can't practice with the others), I stare at the western instruments. Yes, I still have not gain my courage to play it yet. I'm left with less than a year. It's either I try playing it for end-of-year concert or well, none at all which doesn't fulfill my wish. Thinking about how much I would make mistakes in it that make me no confident of trying it. I'm worried and I'm scared but I still want the courage of playing it.

Can I? I'm still wondering, it ain't going to be easy.

2010-07-24T17:29:00.002+08:00

I had diarrhea and I keep vomiting the whole of Wednesday night that got me worried cause I was supposedly having A'Level Physics SPA on Thursday. Panic enough? Instead of trying to rest myself, I was rather much worried. Eventually Mr Koh manage to change mine to next Wednesday with a valid MC so yes, I was glad. Til now, I wonder what I eat that leads me to this stomach flu. It's Saturday and the pain still not gone totally.

All I did was a routine of eating, medication then falling asleep.

Every 6 hours, I should repeat it. Oh well, I need to get well soon so that I can go out on a date ;D

Just a short update, and again with no pictures. I shall go dress up and have a photoshoot myself. Erms, soon? :)

“The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure.”

2010-07-13T21:29:00.009+08:00

I realize that I had not been blogging. Yes, I'm not an a constant blogger but it's nice coming here once in a while to update interesting things thats happening. Promos 1 just ended and results are returned. More events coming up and I still need to stay focus!

Just last Saturday, I had a bowling session with the boys (boyfriend, Syafiq, Sufi, Faiz). Admit that it had been quite some time since we all met and chatted. A day out relaxing was great. Imagine trashing all four boys at one go, I did that :)

On the other hand, last Thursday was my sister's birthday but since everyone is busy during the weekdays- we had the celebration over at Sakura International Buffet at Admiralty Park on Sunday night instead. Nice and delicious food ;D So, I'm thinking of bringing Boyfriend over one of these days.

Pictures missing? I'm lazy to upload it. Next time I guess. ;D

Disney, Pixar presents TOY STORY 3!

2010-06-10T15:29:00.010+08:00

How excited can you be?! :)))) I could still remember those days that I enjoyed watching Toy Story with my siblings and after which we would be playing with th toys together. Awww, good old days and I must say that it had been a long way til now! Let me refresh some of you on th past Toy Story.

Everytime they come back with a new season, there is always something special that make everyone love them. It sure is great to see Andy all grow up! :) But he have no choice but to give away his beloved toys. No one gets younger, oh well except for Benjamin Buttons!

My favourite had always been Buzz Lightyear! On every season, there is always challenges for him to overcome and not an easy one. Where at times, he gave up and thinking that the world had lied to him. He can't really fly nor he have special laser power, he was afterall a toy. But what keeps him going on is his friends, knowing his priority, those people around him are those who had really been there for him. Appreciating your love ones around you is always very special and delightful. There are always something that will pull you down, but there are some reasons worth moving on. While my favorite scene when Buzz said this to Woody, "What is important now we stay together." That's what friendship are for- helping one another in time of need or not. No one can really survives alone, it's th people around that will help.

Don't forget to get a sneak preview of some scenes in th trailer before you hit th movies!

I can't wait to meet the new characters at Sunnyside! :)

Come grab your friends, family, lover and
Catch Toy Story 3 Movie starting from 17^th June 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

During Sunset, you were there beside me.

2010-06-02T22:29:00.041+08:00

Exactly thirteen months ago, we had our first ever picnic at Botanic Garden which he surprised me. It was also the first time that we really sat down and chatted after we are officially together. Just today afternoon we had another picnic at Marina Barrage which excites me cause it's my turn to surprise him. It wasn't a good start of th day for me today but indeed I still enjoyed my time! I packed food from home and also, we had tour around it's gallery and had Ben & Jerry's at it's cafe.

Oh, my boyfriend can pose and be very vain too! Hahahaha.

Love you, 2nd April ;D

2010-06-02T08:29:00.001+08:00

I want my new curly hair updo with bangs sooooon!

And, I can't wait for later crazy picnic day :)

A Memorable Moments that Last :)

2010-05-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

On Saturday, 22 May 2010;

Millennia Institute had it's concert with songs from movies. Alhamdurillah, the response was good especially for the night show and so did everything, it all went well. As every practice went by, more efforts are being made and along side, friendship are created.

It was the first for the juniors and the last for seniors. There's always the start and the end to everything but hopefully not, to friendship. A year ago when I joined Angklung Kulintang Ensemble (AKE), I didn't expected much; not as much as what happened on that Saturday. I am proud of the seniors who had brought us up well and their hard work in helping us for what we are now. I must say that we should look up to them.

I should also thanked those who had took the time to come down that afternoon and evening to watch our concert and support us in our fundraising. For my family- mum and sis, boyfriend- Samir, friends- Rasyidah(bestest!), Namira, Irene, Farhan, Narisah, Tita, Amirah, Syafiq, Faiz and Sufi. Well, those are not mention but still, a great thank you!

On the other note, I'm still in shock. Thank you for having the trust in me. Along side with Izzuddin, I hope to bring up AKE well for SYF 2011 with the support of my other members too. ;D

A new responsibilities, can we be like them? <3

In the Movies!

2010-05-08T21:29:00.013+08:00

Millennia Institute Angklung Kulintang Ensemble is proud to present our In the Movies Concert! Exciting songs from movies will be played. :)

Date: Saturday, 22 May 2010
Venue: Millennia Institute, Centerstage
Time: 0230pm - 0400pm or 0730pm -0900pm

Ticket Price: S$ 8 /each

We had been practicing very hard to let the concert be a successful one and also, as a beautiful birthday present for our conductor, Miss Alicia Joyce De Silva. You can visit our website here, to know more about us and to watch videos from our past performance.

For enquiries or purchasing of tickets, please email me at ili_iryani_448@hotmail.com.

Thank you and we would really appreciate the support! ;D See you there!

2010-03-15T10:29:00.001+08:00

I be here and next time gone. I won't be here as often, only when exciting happenings kicks in :)

2010's 09S5

2010-01-16T10:29:00.006+08:00

hello register number 13 - lisa, during PE lesson on Tuesday.

i'm going to have a sweet dreams running with you
- lisa, during PE lesson on Thursday.

As I step into th new home class, I knew things are going to be different cause we're merge with 09S5 and some 09S6 lovelies are no longer with us. I was still hoping for a great class knowing that I still have most of them with me.

On Thursday during our first 2010's Lab period, I got a sudden change of feeling. When I turn to th back of th lab room, I was missing those guys who never miss to fall asleep during this period- Javier, Vicknesh, Barak. I know things going to be different, I know I must get used to it. When Joshua whine about how much he misses 09S6, I know I do too. ):

This week had been tiring and it's only th first, I can't give up and I must be strong.

I would want Acceptance, Love and Family. (:

School's In!

2010-01-10T21:29:00.003+08:00

11th January has to come and no one can run.

I had my skirts nicely tailored, I had my school bag packed, I had all my homeworks in a file, I had ironed my new set of uniform, I had gotten ready my new VANS school shoe and I've shave my legs. But I still don't have th prepared mood of going to school, why? Year two huh.

Anyways, hello Monday's morning Macds breakfast! :)))
Th only thing I'm looking forward to. Oh no, I'm looking foward to breakfast with you. Now yes, that sounds right.

2010, another 365 days.

2010-01-01T01:59:00.034+08:00

What's New Year without new resolutions?

Roughly, I had new school with new friends which then I fall in love with my current boyfriend that plays a big part of my life by helping me out in school, family especially when I'm going through all those fights. 2009 was very challenging were I had to work like much more harder that usual and I know that I can't do what I did in th previous years back then.

What's most disappointing is that I'm too hooked with school that I might neglect my friends especially those in my secondary school bunch of crazy babes and dudes. I was still very delighted when I could meet up with my dearest gymy, Rasyidah at Starbucks, Causeway Point after school one excited day.

Let's put th past behind, I'm looking forward to this brand new year. Once it strikes midnight, I was with my Geography assignments. Ridiculous enough?

Sweetest of Ili's 2009 (:

2009-12-31T22:29:00.050+08:00

It's hard living a year where much more things are happening. Tho, th starting was painful but it did ended much more lovely than I thought. You'll get th random idea ;D

Goodbye 2009! (:

You've been wonderful but I'm still hoping for a better 2010.

Singapore Flyer.

2009-12-28T22:29:00.046+08:00

At a stunning 165m, th height of a 42-storey building- some 30 metres taller than th famed London Eye. You'll understand how much I had fun with th smiling snapshots of me with Ahmad Samir <3

Give Blood. Save Lives. Be Responsible.

2009-12-27T22:29:00.007+08:00

After skipping months of sessions due to flu and cough, finally I made it for th blood donation drive that was at Admiral Garden Comunity Centre. Though th place was super crampy (where I still can't understand why they want it there and not th usual big space of Woodlands Community Centre), I manage to bear with th pain due to th thickness of my blood this time round.
{Okay, it still hurts while I'm blogging!}

It was th first time Sam and I had our blood donation together. :)))))) There wasn't any pictures lah cause of limited space and boyfriend didn't had his camera with him.

Four bags of AB+ blood type from me and five bags of B+ from you but more to come! Oh yes, can't wait for tomorrroooowwwww!!!!

I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree.

2009-12-25T00:00:00.007+08:00

"Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines, but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.”

2009-12-21T21:22:00.022+08:00

For (idon'tknowhowmany) hours through th massive jam from Singapore to Johor, Malaysia- I manage to survive with my hungry tummy craving for super many good foods. I was hoping to shop for more but ended up with only jeans and a studded pumps. Reached back home only around 0230am this morning. My nose is not giving way til today either cause it is still running but well, getting better.

And and and I can't wait for Mondayyyyyyy! Weeeee! Yipppeee! Hahaha. Crazy funny excited times I hope to have. Pretty snapshots, pleaseee? (((:

Annual Dinner.

2009-12-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

In the evening, AIB's annual Christmas Dinner was held at Holiday Inn. Present underneath those Christmas tree. Buffet was as usual, Swiss Rolls were nice. My nose is still flowing like tap water, my throat giving me funny voices. Boyfriend taking care of me ;D

Christmas is six days time, will Santa grant me something? Cause last year, he didn't. ):

2009-12-06T22:29:00.003+08:00

After seven days of pure crazy working to clock up our CIP hours, Standard Chartered Race Collection Pack officially ended. Fun was what we had and yes, new found friendship as usual.

Of course, hard work to those that made all this happened. ((:
I miss Ahmad, Uddin, Anie and Yani the most!

8th Month ;D

2009-12-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

today is Second of December

and so, it's the eight months we've been together with the truckloads of excitement that filled everyday.
i'm happy with you by my side, praying it will last (((:

2009-11-26T10:29:00.002+08:00

I know I had been missing and everyday school life will be full of nagging from my lovelies friends on how much I had diregard my blog. I must say that for that period of time, it had been such a wonderful time. Not blogging is intended on my side. Now, I have th urge to but pure lazy at times.

//I'll try a consistent blog posting whenever I can.

Boyfriend's Eighteen! ;D

2009-11-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY, BELOVED AHMAD SAMIR :)
May you be filled with happiness. Semoga Panjang Umur & Murah Rezeki.
I'll always be by your side, as well as your other love ones too.

(P/S: Someday, I'll try my best to fit myself in a enormous red box
as a present for you!)

2009-08-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

For whatever today might be, I wasn't expecting much. A little chat was much done and I appreciated it, really. You never fails to listen and be patient, thank you. I'm missing you right now but in hours to time, I know you never fails to be at th bus-stop to greet me- Good Morning, Baby! with smiles.

Before you know it, I'll be bringing you out to make you drunk so that we can spend th night under those stars, dancing and singing.

I love you, Mister Sammy :)

Joanna's 18th! ;)

2009-08-16T22:29:00.011+08:00

Had an invitation to Joanna's 18th Birthday party! ;D

And soon after just few hours of studying and pool time at Woodlands, we headed for Yio Chu Kang to Kiren's place where it was held. Awkward moments? Of course, I didn't really know anybody there. But by th time everything ends, whatever happens in th basement shall be exposed! Haha. I had super much fun with endless laughters.

TRUTH: I was surrounded by amazing poeples yesterday! ;)
DARE: To go through another full of crazy acts with those peoples.

Revenge with you was sweetest :)
I can't imagine things without you at that moment.

RETRO fever!

2009-08-07T22:29:00.004+08:00

It was enjoyable, full of excitement. I still can't believe that I had th courage to do what I did yesterday, mainly- I didn't bother what others think.

School celebrated National Day today and at th same time, it was Be Yourself Day! RETRO was th theme and hey, you know everyone will start th crazy madness of dressing up in fashion of th late 80s. Haha, awesome day yesterday. Still, I'm hoping that th next dress up party would be much much more excitement. :)

Pictures taken of course but wasn't that much tho. Check out FB! x))

When to catch GI:Joe later that afternoon with you, Sufi and Keet.

Just so you know, I had another enjoyable time. //Thank you. ;)

2009-08-06T22:29:00.001+08:00

Exactly at 1700hrs, I had my Malay Project Work handed up inside Miss Zaibah pigeonhole. After all th crazy effort, it's done but more still to come.

2009-07-31T22:29:00.001+08:00

Where had you gone, Ili ?

I seriously don't know, what must I say: I was lost somewhere ? Yeahs right, I didn't. For which if you must know, I was missing in school too for a moment.

As soon as I was back in school after Promo I had ended, I was down with super high fever but still, I insisted on going to school but due to th paranoid teachers/(v.) principals in school- I was quarantine and send back home! I wasn't alone tho, Sam and Keet were my accompany. It was a long way diseases spreading, funny peoples that lead to three days MC.

Today was Parent's Teachers Meeting. Results slip was out.
I know I shouldn't be feeling th way I am but thanks for th encouragement that was given. It wasn't easy and either do I want to give up. I know what I should do.

What continue is those piling project that need to be done. It's killing my freaking brain. Just in case you need to know, don't complain when you just in primary or secondary school cause things are done much easier rather than now! Presentation to report ain't as easy as it used to.

\\Finally, TO DO LIST before it's too late. ;D

2009-07-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

I deserve a pat on my back cause amazingly, I had 100% attention during all lessons throughout this week and I survived throughout Physical Education too. :)

2009-07-07T22:29:00.003+08:00

Finally, Promotional Examination One had ended. :))
But results awaiting is not what I'm looking forward to.
H2 passes, at least? I'm hoping.

I'm just going out to celebrate "a little" cause I didn't expect myself to pull through til th third term. Pheww, I'm glad.

2009-06-17T10:29:00.001+08:00

AT 430 IN THE MORNING, YOU TOLD ME A STORY ABOUT YOU AND ME.

2009-06-11T22:29:00.006+08:00

Another extraordinary day.

2009-06-09T22:29:00.004+08:00

A meal of love. :)

2009-06-08T22:29:00.002+08:00

She had new fringe that's kinda like bangs while he had a new hairstyle with brownish black dye.

Athenians Two BBQ! :)

2009-06-06T10:29:00.007+08:00

Just yesterday, I spent my night with wonder friends at Pasir Ris for a BBQ which was planned especially for Athenians Two gang. I know, I realise- we rarely spent time together due to school commitment but I hope we could have a re-union at times: that's explain th BBQ.

I know not all could make it and it's less than half that turned up but hell yeahs, those who are there had fun. :) How should I describe more about yesterday? Hmm. I don't know. Enjoyable, of course. I didn't went back home straight after that but stayed over at Stephanie's place for th night with Sam, Sufi, Keet and Derrick.

From bbq to burning fire and beach side with you, I wasn't expecting that much. Next time: better wish you were there with us! :P

2009-06-02T22:29:00.005+08:00

Life's going to be like a roller coaster ride with unexpected turns. As scary as one is, th feelings is great. A second celebration as soon as we could have th time off books that's haunting us all through th holiday.

You know what is today. x)

2009-06-01T22:29:00.001+08:00

H1 Malay was cancelled.
H2 Physics happens to be mass lecture and it's killing me.

2009-05-29T22:29:00.005+08:00

A Social Emotional Learning Camp had been arranged for th Pre-U One for Thursday and Friday as part of th post exam activity.

Thursday were much better due to CashFlow Game and Mr Leroy.
Friday were alright too due to Personal Gromming Lecture.

Afterall, we get together as a class that make everything completely awesome. :D I'm sure one of th objective of this camp is also to have class bonding and working together. We had captured a few pictures from Ms Gabriela's phone. Friday's afternoon was thankfully happy.

2009-05-27T22:29:00.005+08:00

I had my very first official exam in Millennia Institute.

General Paper was today and I'm still ensure if I nailed it but gladly,

I finished it on time.

Later that afternoon:

When over to Cathay Cineleisure to catch a movie.
I rate 4/5 stars for Night at The Museum 2: Battle of the Smithsonian.
;D

2009-05-18T22:29:00.003+08:00

I'm going back to th days where all th reason I'm going out is to study- th old nerdy geeky me. Gosh, I'm leading again life full of studying but this time round with someone much more amazingly love. <3

Millennia Institute's Official Openning & Carnival.

2009-05-16T22:29:00.012+08:00

MI's is officially opened today and everyone's plays apart. Much effort had been put in with all th preparation and of course, my classmates were crazy people. Oh hell yeahs, I had a crazy lots of fun and madness.

//I met his parents, I freak out.
I almost lost control and could faint anytime.

2009-05-11T22:29:00.010+08:00

Breakfast at Ya Kun Kaya Toast with Love! :)
When it's study time, Tiffany and Stephanie came along.
Before we left, Adam came to have Popeyes with Tiffany.

2009-05-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

ITS MOTHER'S DAY!

Where every mother get recognition this special day that will be celebrated to thanked them for all th good deeds they had done for us. They deserve th best, for all those things they had done was uncountable. Believe it but for nine months, she had to carry you in her womb, welcome you with pain but ended with an uncountable smile. They didn't regret, I'm sure. An unforgettable memory(ies).

My MUM had been a lovely one. One wish: be a great mum like her. x)

//She gives me kisses and hugs right before school and send me off at th door with her pyjamas everyday, without fail. (:

2009-05-07T22:29:00.002+08:00

Everyday school life. :)

2009-05-05T22:29:00.003+08:00

Whining. Complaining. Hoping. Wishing. Sit-up. Reach. Jump. Pull. Run.

Today is a draggy day.

2009-05-02T22:29:00.004+08:00

You asked me out with permission.

I'm smiling from ear to ear as I got a date out to Botanic Garden. With breads nutella crackers chocolates curry cookies and music, we chatted like small children whose enjoying th afternoon for a trip to th playground.

Appreciation goes to you- Thank you for making my day as always!
XOXOXO

Rasyidah (x

2009-04-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

Finally, I went to meet Robert's at Starbucks! :P

2009-04-27T22:29:00.004+08:00

Specifically sometime today,
Balaji Kumar and Ily Iryani had ended their Facebook's Open Relationship.

2009-04-23T22:29:00.004+08:00

Proudly to say after all th crazy class preparation, 09S6's very own Willy Wonka aka Joshua, won th second place for English's Week Mascot. (:

2009-04-22T22:29:00.003+08:00

After much and much of preparation, Millennia Institute's Angklung Kulintang Ensemble managed to clinch GOLD Award for SYF this year. It had been a much great effort of each and every members. I'm very sure that everyone had did their best and they deserved a round of applause. ;D

2009-04-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

Angklung Kulingtang Ensemble SYF's rehearsal at Republic Poly.

12th April ;D

2009-04-12T12:29:00.000+08:00

Just one year ago with no specific time, we declared this day to mark our friendship. It was at Woodlands Gym where we were training for our NAPFA test. I remembered where we just talk about anything that we could and especially, that little secret of yours where I had to play this guessing game just to know about it.

We then continued our friendship especially by mugging so hard for O'level and now, I'm mugging for A'level- I hope you'll me there for me. Enjoyed my time with you? I did. A whole new friendship, I'll remember.

Happy One Year of Friendship, Rasyidah Gymy! x)

2009-04-12T00:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday:

I'm half done with my H1 Malay Project Work with Khairuddin and Luqman.
Then with Sam, I met Tiffanny and Isaac to study.

Tampines Avenue.

2009-04-11T22:29:00.016+08:00

East of Singapore is where I were yesterday. If you were with me, I hope you had fun together with th others but if you ain't then too bad cause you missed out on th fun! Haha. All we wanted was just a visit to Tampines One since it's like th super hot shopping mall for now where Tampines now had so-called turned into Orchard like area. Stephanie wanted to have dinner at IKEA Tampines and so we boarded th shuttle bus there.

I'm still tired, I've used up too much energy yesterday but i had fun- so much of it.

Again, again, again: that's all I'm asking for. :))

2009-04-09T23:29:00.007+08:00

Today, I had dinner at Popeyes, Singapore Flyer again but with part of my classmates. It was th first ever dinner with them and I could gladly say that I had so much fun! Haha.

Sirin went to meet boyfriend. Aishah had crazy hair. Rinie and Yu Xian is cute. Tiffany was super high. Stephanie's camera is weird. Javier was a torn. Unfortunately, I was raped by a toilet monster! ;D

And Sirin, yes- ARNOLD at Pasir Ris is up next with more of 09S6!

2009-04-04T23:29:00.010+08:00

Novena at late afternoon but since there wasn't much to get except for tidbits/sweets from a korean shop. We then headed down to City Hall for pool at Marina Square. :) We camwhore so much today and had wonderful time. Hui Min left early for Vivocity and Stephanie too for a BBQ. Myself, Cheryl, Sam, Shafiq and Shi Jie had dinner at Popeyes, Singapore Flyer.

Another great day today. ;D

Fountain of Wealth with you, unforgettable love.

(P/S: There's too much photos and I was dead lazy to edit it!)

2009-04-02T23:29:00.005+08:00

Happy Eighteen Birthday, FIRDAUS! :D
Best Wishes and All th Best for th future.

He had already planned so much once he turns eighteen tomorrow that kept me laughing. I'm sure everyone does that when you're turn legal.

Since most of us ended school late, we went for just a casual dinner and surprised him with a Prima Deli Carebear cake. After all, you need not have a fanciful birthday celebration and I realise that people who are around you to celebrate your birthday together that mean much more.

Friendship counts th most. (:

Bowling! ;D

2009-04-02T22:29:00.011+08:00

I left school during my CCA hours and headed to Home Team NS for bowling. It had been a long time since I've bowled and I'm very sure I sucked at it. Haha. It was filled with laughter, smiles and enjoyment. Afterall, such games let your friends know how much at times- others may be good at something and some don't. It's ain't easy getting everyone together for an outing and so, every moment with them matters th most. I enjoyed myself much as th others enjoyed themselves. :))))

2009-04-02T22:00:00.001+08:00

Hari ini, sesuatu akan terjadi.

A Family Tree!

2009-03-23T21:29:00.007+08:00

Shall I say that at this young age, I have already a large growing family tree? Haha.

I'm married to a beloved husband, Sam, and our dearest daughter is Stephanie. So far, we had been leading a happy life together. :) My daughter is so nice to have bought her daddy, Hello Panda and for myself, Pocky Chocolate. Haha. We exchnage with Teddy and we tend to fight over it at times.

Besides that, I'm having an own affair myself which could be conclude as th tree had too much branches because of me. Hees. I'm not a family destroyer, I'm still taking care of my husband and daughter very well. Am I, Sam? Stephanie?

I had just been enjoying times in school even though it had been very stressful and all. Just small little things happens in school, among friends that could leave me smiling th whole day. I'm having a fruitful time with gorgeous friends, classmates and schoolmates.

March Holiday '09

2009-03-20T21:29:00.011+08:00

From Monday to Friday, I decided to spend my holidays in school which those crazy bunch I hang around with. Besides Thursday and Friday where at some hours I attended my CCA, other days was with mainly Bazilah, Cheryl, Nadia, Namira, Iskandar, Keet, Sam, Shafiq, Stephanie and Sufi. Time was spent finishing up those piled up homeworks and doing revision with realising that starting early is th best thing. Life doing A'levels is so not going to be easy and so, working smart through time is being smart. Haha.

Friends are like my teachers now too. We had been doing peer teaching and I'm so glad I had such friends. It's great when everyone is thinking th same way, helping one another with same intention to succeed. I HAVE BIG DREAMS FOR A2! Hees. Tho it had been so stressing, maybe th environment and people around you that make everything so fine. :)

Stress reliever? We video-ed Sam with I'm Yours by Jason Mraz and a duet with Bazilah, Lucky by Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Colait. HAHA. I'm uploading it, so enjoy! We took much much bursting of photos with our webcamera where unglam pictures are included too. By th end of th week (Friday)- Sam, Sufi including myself webcamed Stephanie from her place in Pasir Ris in which we were still at Woodlands Civic Macds.

My week was great! How yours went? x)

Track with runners.

2009-03-06T11:29:00.011+08:00

Sports Fiesta! (((((:

Lessons were out for everyone today as MI had their annual sports meeting. Just in case not everyone knows like Kumar, I'm in GARNET! Haha. I didn't took part in anything due to my backbone that I gotten MC from any physical activities. Cool ?

Stephanie and I were like th camerawomen for th day. We manage to capture our gangs that took part in th various events. And and we were so excited for we-know-who. ;D Singing with Cheryl from Superhuman to Love Story to Just Dance make me go so high. We didn't care about others presence, all I want was to smile. We even went crazy when our beloved runners, Balaji and Syafiq, started th event they're in. They should be honoured that we cheered crazily for them. Hees. As usual cam-whore, we didn't missed. Couples, friends, enemies- we shoot it as memories. I hated my fringe today so pictures of me is terribly horid.

GARNET is th CHAMPION. :D

Later that afternoon, went for Touch Rugby trial with Bazilah that I had to gave up on th first section. I shouldn't be there but what to do when you're stubborn. Bazilah was terribly in pain and seeing her, hurts us more. ): Suriya was nice anyway that make her feel better. We left as soon as everything ends but didn't wait up for Namira & Nadia who only ends at 0900.

It had been days that each and everytime we travelled back, I choose to be at one side: all alone. In my own world, I started wondering- why am I being so foolish all this while. Such bastard doesn't deserve to be loved ? Balaji had been helping so much and I really appreciate that. At th same time, I feel like slapping Sam face for some reason! Haha. They're a bunch of wonder friends. {Sorry if I hadn't been talking much or go crazy to pretend I'm fine.

Facebook is th hot topics now but I feel so odd. I hope everything will go well and at least I got something to try to smile on. Thank you, Mr Plasters! (:

2009-03-05T23:29:00.004+08:00

Just as th phone was being hung up, I turn into someone I suppose to. Imagine yourself pretending, playing this reality drama everyday full of pretence. I'm playing it while none of those around me knows it. Sorry, I lied. You laugh, I'm glad. Lead a happy life- you will. Friendship ? Maybe, I agree.

What make me happy today ?
Mr Plasters for always being so supportive. :) My friends who are always by my side, making me look stupid but with joy. All of that which at least help me pull through today and everyone who tried making me LAUGH, SMILE. My gang of Athenians Two are th wonder ones. I didn't cry after knowing something that hurt me th most. I don't think it's even worth my tears.

Now, I'm missing my Awesome gang terrible in which I'm wishing to meet them as soon as I could imagine.

2009-02-27T23:29:00.003+08:00

He's not holding me tight anymore or shall I say he had let go of me, finally. Go on, lead th life you ever wanted with him. Blog about it without thinking of making me jealous. Tell your friends, thank you for being rude. I'm nice if you are and so that's explain my rudeness. Nice talking to you on th phone after months of lies.

/Nothing shall spoil my day with my wonder friends with me- not even you.

I miss you too, was what make my heart smile today. :)

Dance with me.

2009-02-24T23:29:00.003+08:00

I left Millennia Institute compound late today with Shafiq, AJ and Jeremiah to train back home with. I attended Debate today for experience and due to th timing, I don't think I could go on. It's th second day with 09S6 and things are still th same. I hope we'll get bonded soooon. I'll be waiting to enjoy th three years with them.

@Dancing with Belles with lots of love and friendship. ;) Shall do it again! I'll be looking forward to it, Girlfriend.

09S6 ;D

2009-02-23T23:29:00.003+08:00

It's my third week in school and today, I'm posted to my home class- 09S6. At first, it was very odd as it seems like going back to those old days during Primary One where everyone is so aliens to each other. Th same feelings came back again with no change in th age.

Ms Gabriela and Mr Yeo were our home tutors. As usual, admin stuffs took over th time and we didn't really had a formal introduction of ourself. Still, I hope we could know each other and be as close as we can be. Stephanie and I got a scolding from Ms Gabriela just because she knows us and not th others. So, unfair. ): Haha.

I'm looking forward for a better friendship with them and a bond that lasts. :)

2009-02-20T23:29:00.003+08:00

We finally got th class we are posted to accordingly- Science, Arts and Business. I got Stephanie as my classmate and so, I could laugh with her more often. Khalis, my primary schoolmate, turns out to be my classmate too. Okay, after four years of separation- we met again. :) As for th others, we have to end up being in different classes with promises we'll stick together.

So, preparing for what coming up next with lessons that ends with assignments, projects and all. Not only me, I'm sure. Let's stay on with positive motivation, putting aside all those negative remarks from public.

Somehow, Namira is over th moon today as Towfiq trained back with us. Jealous? At first, I was indeed am and Belles, Namira must be having a great time blogging about it. HAHA. I laughed to their post but feeling great of th times we had together. ;D

2009-02-19T23:29:00.008+08:00

Should I be glad I met them or cry as we'll be separated to different classes ? Feelings arouses with hope that we bond for lifetime.

Bus ride was full of jealousy when Suriya just showed 'I LOVE YOU' sign to Bazilah. How sweet huh ? We lunched at Macdonalds and it was so much fun when it almost leads to detention! :)

I'll be looking forward to have more meals with them and someday, I hope to spend th day enjoying myself with a bunch of amazing friends. :D

XOXO.

2009-02-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

"Friendship is like a violin; the music may stop now and then, but the strings will last forever."

"Are you pregnant?" asked Cheryl whispering while Stephanie blurted it out loud. This morning, I wasn't in good health and I choose to stay in school as this going to be th last week of orientation. Time flies before you know it right ? I wanted to continue enjoying th laughter with Athenians Two. (:

In home class, Khai was smiling so happily today and so, everyone could guess that his Vday turns out so well. (Jealous!) Haha. And maybe th soccer match that they lose to Tampines Rovers early that morning didn't even bother him. Today, I was still pestering Shafiq to sing so I could record and post it but Cheryl keep insisting that I can't do that. I was indeed envying them, from surprises to gifts, oh everything! All I could do is wish.

On th other hand, things was rocky for Kaayathiri. I won't go further. I stayed strong, I almost teared. Things ain't my side too but what could I do. Force it ? Not possible. It's weird, I cried for small matters but when it's so hurting, I choose not to. I'm still searching. Th answer not with me tho. How much I'm hoping for th best, I hope you're trying too. It's not like I'm asking so much or am I ? I don't know. Simply, I was shocked.

Here's a video footage of Cheryl on how she taught th little kids ballet which make us LAUGH!

Enjoy whatever I'm posting here because I might get killed. Hehhs. Friends are SUPERB! Stephanie almost died during GP lecture. ((:

St. Valentine. <3

2009-02-14T23:29:00.006+08:00

A bouquet of flowers, chocolates- that's what mostly are on th girl's hand given by th guys. Restaurant is where they will head to next for a nice meal together. Enjoying th night hand-in-hand together. I would then wish, may every couple have a long lasting relationship. :)

It wasn't a celebration at some high class restaurant or even enjoying ice-creams together. Absolutely nothing of any sorf people thought my celebration would be. Suprising? I must say that some just are more lucky, appreciate. No one knows what tomorrow brings. I was indeed glad that I spent time with my affair on Vday's evening.

Kinder Happy Hippo, make you smile ? I love you, Sweet Affair.

7 4 6 8 8

2009-01-30T06:37:00.000+08:00

MOE: ILI IRYANI BTE RAMLI, you are posted to MILLENNIA INST, SCIENCE (43S) under 2009 JAE. Pl report to JC/MI on 2 Feb 09 at 7.30am.

2009-01-27T23:29:00.005+08:00

Chickens with Lover.

It's two days before it's officially my birthday. I went for an advanced celebration with my lover as school's in for him on my birthday. Indeed, it was very sweet of him since we barely meeting each other due to school and I should be starting mine soon.

I starting to hate taking th mrt as there's too much foreign workers which scared th hell out of me. I ain't being rude but as a girl, I'm sure there's parents that are very concerned about it. We went to dine in at BBQ Chickens, Cathay Cineleisure. I couldn't describe th day much more. I had too much enjoyable time. We kept fighting over CHICKENS and he wouldn't stop stealing mine. (:

It wasn't a big portion of chickens tho yet he eat most of mine. There's more pictures but sorry, it's private. I'm fair okay, even my friends don't get to see it. Okay, some may already know- still I need to keep things from some.

Looking extremely _____ in his new white Adidas tee and his pair of Etnies shoe. I enjoyed th joyous celebration with him. ;P

2009-01-25T23:29:00.002+08:00

I didn't enjoyed th chalet that was planned by mum's friends and I must say, she didn't too. Of course, it wasn't th typical teens chalet and so, that's explained all. Sis, bro and myself were nagging 99% of th time, wanting to go home since even th shopping centre there were close due to Chinese New Year.

My lover were there too at Pasir Ris chalet for his friend birthday bash but we didn't get to meet as I was rushing home since grandma was staying over. Now, I'm hoping he'll be fine staying there cause he always get hungry in th middle of th night. (;

AWESOME!

2009-01-22T11:29:00.001+08:00

I make my way down to Somerset, Cathay Cineleisure to be specific to celebrate two of my awesome friends birthday in th evening. Dinner was just another normal fast food but what make it great was having th laughter that make my stomach cramp so badly and I can't barely swallow my favourite turkey bacon. Aravind and Ravin would just fight over small issue continuously and Hakim was being bad. Mir would laugh to anything we were talking about while Hazel had to do her school work unfortunately. Enjoying- I must say. Jealous that you're not part of us ? You must be.

We couldn't decide where to next so we randomly took th lift and there we go playing pool. Hazel left early due to school commitment th next day while we continued. Th guys couldn't stop th dirty talks that helped everyone of us in playing pool better. With this, I shall thanked two of my ex-schoolmates, L.Syafiq and Faiz, who trained me in playing my first pool game.

I ended th day with McCafe Double Chocolate. :D

Polytechnic's Open Houses.

2009-01-10T23:29:00.013+08:00

Thursday, 8 January:

With Ben&Jerry and a cup of Milo, enjoying th performances that had been put up. Soon I realise, I fall in love with Contemporary Modern Dance. They did a wonderful job and I'm sure much more people had enjoyed it just like me. I visited Temasek Poly(TP) with Mir. School was fine but it wasn't easy asking for help. Due to th arrangement maybe ? Kinda messed up in my own opinion. Left as soon as we've done enquiring and I was having a bad stomach cramps that left me to rest back home- missing out Admiralty's CCA Open House and it's campfire at night.

I had to apologise to Haz Deary and Louis Sir as I wasn't able to make it like what was originally planned. On that time, Haz was cursing me. *winks*

Friday, 9 January:

Dover was our station for Singapore Poly(SP). Yes, I was excited as I had my girls with me- Narisah, Rasyidah and Tita(which god knows how long I have not seen her!). Yayness can. Haha. Th school didn't really interest me as it was mostly academically incline I guess. Even th lecture say that. Indeed while waiting Nars and Tita for their long queue popcorn and candy floss, Rasy and I rushed to watch th performance. Iskandar was up on his guitar and I only manage to capture one song he was singing. Click th play button if you want to listen with warning th audio sucks. (:

Headed to City Hall,

At six, we left City Hall after our quite heavy lunch and photo taking session for Nanyang Poly(NYP) where everyone should know that local bands will be playing there. I didn't had any plans for any courses in NYP so didn't toured much and decided on enjoying th performances. Oh well, did I mention that we met Amyrah, Bazilah and Hazirah there ? Yes, we did.

Friday, 10 January (Today):

NGEE ANN POLY (NP) ! Haha. I'm still loving this school th best tho. (:

People, performances, lecturers, school, canteen- Everything is much Love. As I enjoyed th times with new friends again! What much could I say as I only visited School of Humanities to know more regarding Psychology.

Okay well, I'm tired and I have to start packing. 4E1 reunion bbq is tomorrow while results in just two day's time. Someone, bring me AWAY!

2009-01-07T23:29:00.003+08:00

I headed down to th other end of th red line before tranfering to th green line to pass a bag full of chocolates and make a stupid mistake again. ): I thanked you for tolerating and held on even when I make you shed tears. I love you.

2009-01-01T23:29:00.005+08:00

Start again th 365 days routine of another year.

Roughly, it was a year full of hard work and efforts which I hope it will all written on that piece of paper that's coming in less than three weeks. Tho it wasn't a pleasant starting on early January but it ended nicely. Sweet Sixteen was lovely with th class. I was hoping for a better year but still, it ended up disastrous.

I'm smiling most of th time of course. With friends/family. I made new awesome friends which I love hanging out with til today and with hugs, we wishes for a lifetime friendship. My times with old friends are still as great as before and let's continue it that way. There's ups and downs, but all lesson had been learned. Those times that I ain't myself or just convincing that luck wasn't my side- I don't really know what's happening. I've promised but ended up still tearing. Not til th day I promise myself that he wasn't worth my wait.

For now, I leave as it is. Let's say I'm having an affair now, my lover had been really great and patient especially. Times of laughter, smiles and sadness had been felt together. Yes, I appreciated every moment of it. I'm not saying I'm having a perfect relationship everyone should be envy of but it's enough and I wouldn't want more.

It was wonderful having my love ones right by my side when it strikes midnight.
Thank you.

2008-12-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

What your future will bring you ?

Th release of N' level results is today and it won't be long before it's th O's. I'm scared which I think most are, excited- a little.

Therefore, I forward my Congratulations to those who had did well and Best Wishes for th next chapter. Thanks to those who surprises me with their smses informing of their results,

I'm honoured. (:

2008-12-10T23:29:00.005+08:00

You totally knew nothing until you speak your mind out. Surprisingly, it's not your usual. What's life without shocking truths. A token of gratitude for listening to my sorrow.

2008-12-08T03:29:00.005+08:00

Give me a bottle of Jack Daniel's whiskey.

Make me drunk and I'll forget about everything.

if you liked it then you should have put a ring on it.